Drought/Full

Where is my money?
The hospital asks me
Every fucking week
A new email that I delete

Where is my money?
Capital One asks me
I charged nearly $1200
And they ask more frequently
Fuck credit scores forreal
They don’t ever hear a peep from me

Where is my money?
Asks my credit union
They restricted my card over that lifeline
I have a few dollas but it still declines
While i’m out at the grocery checkout line

Where is my money?
Asks my school
Y’all already sent me that degree
If I pay you, I’d be a fool

Where is my money?
I have nothing to give
You want to take away
my right to live?

Where is my money?
I ask God
I did everything right
Applied to 64 jobs

Where is my money?
What do you want me to do?
I don’t scam, sell ass, or hook up hair do’s
(I aint mad at the hustle, go on make it do what it do)

Where is my money
Everybody want to know
But really fuck them all
I’m the one that needs the answer
I want to eat food without developing cancer
And sleep in my own shit

I’m generous with nothing
And appreciative of what I do have

Whats stopping the flow, man I don’t know
Whats stopping the flow
God please let me know

Don’t want to feel desperate
But I feel like a burden
Just tell me whats blocking
And I’ll be determined

To eliminate internal obstacles
feeding fuel of passion flows
Find some newness on the ground
Not suffering but got a frown
I wake up and pray

What’s blocking me?
Is it letting go of ain’t shit niggas I got on go?
Cause if that’s the case
I’ll kick they ass right out the door

What’s blocking me?
Just make it clear
You can put it in the music that I hear
Is it karmic transformation living out my fear?

It’s pouring down from me
Money everywhere all around me
Coming out my pockets
Coming out my socks
Dollar bill out my eyes
Pouring out my mouth

Money is my birthright
Money come to the light
Money my ancestors paid in blood and stripes

My money is near
My money is here
Money to live
And money to give
And it come right back
I’ll match my money and you hear about it again
I’ll match my money from the vibration within
I’ll bring money out of air
I’ll have money to do my hair
I’ve got money for it all
And it’s still very much fuck capitalism y’all

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